The sudden realisation that you have cancer hits you like a sledgehammer. On 9th February after 2 months of tests and all sorts thats what they told me. In more ways than one it's a life-changing moment and your mind goes into overdrive thinking all kinds of worst case scenarios.
Saturday, 22 September 2012
a bastard.
cancer is a bastard.
it suddenly creeps up on you like a puddle of water rolling across the floor that you haven't seen.
Even worse when someone tells you it has spread and is terminal you think "Oh shit! what now?
Not much left"
Suddenly there are alarming thoughts that take over the whole mind.
Legal, Stupid, silly, ridiculous thoughts, why me? what next, don't even go there, how the fuck does one type straight, how do you think clearly and so on etc etc
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always in my thoughts and heart. forever and always my love for you grows. thank you is never enough but all i can say.
ReplyDeletePaul and Jen, we are thinking of you each and every day, I have some idea of the awfulness of what you are facing, Much love Gill (sis)xx
ReplyDeleteThinking of you both all the time. We were at the club last night and Heather, Andy and Lyn all send their love. Much love Kim xxx
ReplyDeleteOur thoughts are with you. Clive and Denise
ReplyDeleteHi Paul & Jen sorry about the news, I am thinking of you and if there is anything I can do please call me Love Ann Lewis
ReplyDeletetried the mobile number i had for you several times Ann
ReplyDeleteJen